money "greatest fear"

Im a person who feel insecure without money on hands. Not saying i need a lot of money thought.

I feel happy when i see money growing... but i donno why, whenever it starts to grow.... things started to happen. Sick, bills, wedding, birthday, borrowers and etc... all come to me. So everything went back to zero.

Thats make me feel insecure again.


Damn angry!!!